What is this feeling?
This heavy weight/burden?
Every thought , action , past deed is question , analyzed, reanalyzed, disguised, criticized by....... My conscience?
It's so visible and alive.
Have I sinned , done something wrong?
Have I not been trying to be morally correct?
Yes , I have. But still the little things eat at my mind, my soul, and I fall.
Fall from lack of strength , the inability to ignore or subside this feeling of guilt, uncertainty.
Every step has been counted, foretold, engraved in the sand.
Why is this happening? I've even began to be aware of such strong negative things: selfishness, vulnerability, intimidation and..........................
aiming for the highest level of perfection.
I feel so lost , so out of my niche.
This heavy weight/burden?
Every thought , action , past deed is question , analyzed, reanalyzed, disguised, criticized by....... My conscience?
It's so visible and alive.
Have I sinned , done something wrong?
Have I not been trying to be morally correct?
Yes , I have. But still the little things eat at my mind, my soul, and I fall.
Fall from lack of strength , the inability to ignore or subside this feeling of guilt, uncertainty.
Every step has been counted, foretold, engraved in the sand.
Why is this happening? I've even began to be aware of such strong negative things: selfishness, vulnerability, intimidation and..........................
aiming for the highest level of perfection.
I feel so lost , so out of my niche.
