So Alone...

So Alone...

so cold
so new
Can I do it?
I believe I can.....

I know I can.
One day at a time,
Things will be better..

New Perspective

If I really knew him
we wouldn't have this problem.
I would've known had i decided to be this way.
I would have to leave him.
Odd thing is I didn't know him well enough to make a decison like this: Imagine marriage?!
I wasn't ready for marriage,
honestly
I tried to learn as much about it as possible this year
I've succeeded in that
and funny thing is,
If I had just kept that one thing in he would've been able to overlook any other problems.
When he first mentioned marriage
I should've asked the questions I needed to know the answer to
Outside of just being happy and whisked away.
I need things to move slow for me
with no pressure,
no expectations.

Silent wish of the Heart

If it is my time to be,
Ever faithfully devoted to Thee.
Take my heart and make it yours.
Let it bring peace and joy to others.
Make my eyes see the vision you have for me.
I know that the roots of my mind,
can barely grasp the reverence and glory of your work......your being,
But it yearns to try.
Take Me.
Mold Me.

I've washed away all that used to be,
For you have called me to be a new being.
One washed in your blood and eager to serve you.
I want to be totally yours.

My hands long to touch the hems of your garment
and the dimensions of your face.

Oh, the wonderful joy that comes from the Master

' Jesus, you're the center of my joy....'

There is so much passion and power in this phrase
It captures the idea that one's happiness comes from the core of God's son....Jesus
Isn't that amazing?
Doesn't it just blow your mind?

What pure happiness and abundance of love one must feel when they say these words to their Saviour
He wants nothing more than to bring His people joy, at all times.

I believe in these words,
I state this claim,
I will make it my life.

Broken Memoir

I'm happy that I made the right decision,
and we did what was best for us.

It's sad to lose a friend,
But even more painful to lose a love.
We faced our fears and erased them before they became a reality.

I'm proud to say I knew you,
Flattered to have met you,
Touched to have been appreciated by you.

Whenever I think of you a smile will adorn my face,
and a warmness will touch my heart.

You gave me a glimpse of a new reality,
Thank you....

I won't forget you.

Subtle & Sweet

"I like buying stuff i can see a girl in...perfume is safe but there is nothing like seeing her walk out from head to toe in "U". - a cool guy

For You.....

Dear Friend,

My prayer for you today

Is that the Word of God touches your soul;

That His light shines brightly through your heart and eyes.

I pray that He showers you with Blessings,

And that you glorify and reverence his name joyfully.

Be still….and know that He is near.

I pray that His love surrounds you,

And his guidance empowers you.

May you keep Him in your heart always.

Your sister in Christ,

M

Observation

No matter the outside appearance of others, it's when we peel theses layers that we realize that pain, tears and happiness knows no race, color or gender; they are simply human.

Fearless

The Lord is my God!
In whom shall I fear?
Though man may try to hurt me , destroy me, batter me and leave me in darkness,
The Lord will forever be my light.

I fear no man.
The Lord is ruler over all things.
On Judgment Day all is called to meet the master, and to answer for their deeds.
Will you be there?
Will He remember and acknowledge you on that day?
He loves all and answers to none.
Let the mountains and birds cry out in awe of all that He has done.

You are part of a higher calling, the Body of Christ;
Strong, Resilient, ever growing and never changing.
Let no one question your destiny,
Your place in the world and in the Lord.
Be Fearless.

If I.

If I should only listen to him,
In the greatest of confidence and follow him.
Let his word be my compass,

If I would not allow the devil to change what the Lord has for me
Manipulate my mind and fool my heart,

If I should just trust in him, be patient and humble: He will answer me.

'God can can take my breathe away
Grant me my deepest wishes
He knows my heart , my mind my soul'

I have found him

I have truly met the Love of my life
He kisses my fingers and toes with such sweetness, such...simplicity
His eyes shine when he looks at me
And his smile brightens any room
He.......has........captured my heart : undoubtedly.


If I could see the Lord's face, I would thank him
Thank him for creating such a wonderful man
For blessing me with such a loving image of himself
For giving me the gift of love in a human form.

I have never been so radiant,
So alive...
So happy.

I have been touched more than mere words can describe,
Held with a yearning and passion that only few can fathom
I'm in love!
And it feels Amazing.

Just Forgive

I can let go
I can move on
I can breathe.....

This battle is not my own
The Lord will see me through
I am safe in his arms

Thank you

I'm in Love

You know you're in love when......

His voice makes your heart tremor
Their fingers make your skin instantly warm
When he's the first thing on your mind in the morning and the last person you speak to at night
When their presence brings you instant relief and joy
And your smile is unfading
When you can't stay angry at him for more than 30minutes max
When his kiss lingers on your lips
When seeing him at 6am keeps you ecstatic for the remainder of the day
When you look at him and all your stress just melts away
When your heart and soul is his entirely,
And you feel completely engulfed by his love and security.....

Yes, I'm in love.

In time

One thing we must all learn to do in due time is to let things go
Everything has a purpose, a meaning, a moment in our lives that can lasts seconds to a lifetime

Lord, guide me in your way and comfort me in my times of need
When I feel lost, disappointed, alone, sacred and defeated ; be My rock, always.

In the End

In the end we're all sinners
Merciless slaves of the wicked and evil deeds that surround us

In the end,
Friends, family and loved ones all betray us
Your self love an respect is all that can never be driven away or replaced.

In the end it is we who hurt ourselves the deepest
Wound the most severely ; harm the most


I too wish that this world had not existed
That I be born in a better time, a better environment, a safer set of days

But alas.....

In the end, we can only stop, thank, remember and converse with the Our Maker
Who will make things right in his own time.
His place will come,
There will be heaven on earth,
There will be a great act of condemnation on all who are against the Lord and his people

............We should not worry

..............We should not fear

For we are all well kept in the arms of the Lord.