So Alone...

So Alone...

so cold
so new
Can I do it?
I believe I can.....

I know I can.
One day at a time,
Things will be better..

New Perspective

If I really knew him
we wouldn't have this problem.
I would've known had i decided to be this way.
I would have to leave him.
Odd thing is I didn't know him well enough to make a decison like this: Imagine marriage?!
I wasn't ready for marriage,
honestly
I tried to learn as much about it as possible this year
I've succeeded in that
and funny thing is,
If I had just kept that one thing in he would've been able to overlook any other problems.
When he first mentioned marriage
I should've asked the questions I needed to know the answer to
Outside of just being happy and whisked away.
I need things to move slow for me
with no pressure,
no expectations.