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Thursday, October 27, 2005
Monday, October 17, 2005
Devil, I BanishYou!
Listen to Me Devil!!
Your efforts to capture me have failed
To impose on me time and time again, a future that is not mine
To saturate my mind with the endless mysteries of the future ; of which no one can be sure of.
Oh, how you have tried to pick on my past weaknesses, unknown insecurities and short comings with your lying tongue, deceitful heart and unkind words.
Turn friends into enemies
Good deeds into misunderstood ill practices.
Strangers into Dictators of who and what I am
You have bent and twisted my mind and spirit to that of this world : Or so you believed.
You had hoped to keep me underneath.
Underneath my value, my goals, my beliefs , myself.
But I know.
I know that these things have been tried and thrown at me and you have failed miserably.
YOu Have FAILED.
Know this, my spirit will never be yours.
I am His and ONLY His.
You have NOTHING over me!
I am a Daughter of Zion.
An Inheriter of the earth.
Nothing you do will stop or damage me
Do you hear me? NOTHING!
I'm stronger now
I've grown wiser
These dark shadows have lurked long enough
This realm of darkness shall be no more
I command it NOW!
In the name of the Lord, all efforts made by you or your spirits have been condemned, seized in eternal captivity.
The Lord is my strength , shield , everything
and you?
You are NOTHING.
Your efforts to capture me have failed
To impose on me time and time again, a future that is not mine
To saturate my mind with the endless mysteries of the future ; of which no one can be sure of.
Oh, how you have tried to pick on my past weaknesses, unknown insecurities and short comings with your lying tongue, deceitful heart and unkind words.
Turn friends into enemies
Good deeds into misunderstood ill practices.
Strangers into Dictators of who and what I am
You have bent and twisted my mind and spirit to that of this world : Or so you believed.
You had hoped to keep me underneath.
Underneath my value, my goals, my beliefs , myself.
But I know.
I know that these things have been tried and thrown at me and you have failed miserably.
YOu Have FAILED.
Know this, my spirit will never be yours.
I am His and ONLY His.
You have NOTHING over me!
I am a Daughter of Zion.
An Inheriter of the earth.
Nothing you do will stop or damage me
Do you hear me? NOTHING!
I'm stronger now
I've grown wiser
These dark shadows have lurked long enough
This realm of darkness shall be no more
I command it NOW!
In the name of the Lord, all efforts made by you or your spirits have been condemned, seized in eternal captivity.
The Lord is my strength , shield , everything
and you?
You are NOTHING.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
I am me
I can be no one else
No other shape can I become
Your harsh words and deceitful traps do not make or break me
Your silent thoughts of vengeance do not taint me
False friends and two edged words mean nothing : they puncture but do not scar.
I am surrounded by those who have no interest in the best of me but to bring forth the worse.
Their manipulation and cruel desperation empowers their actions and close knitted plots
Amazed I was but wiser I am
Than to believe that I can trust another
There's no one but me and only me
Every step, every breathe can be made by no other
I have within me the strength to crush the menacing actions of others and turn their dark clouds into light
Men do much to destroy you, they stop at nothing, sinking to the lowest depths.
They know not the meaning of enough, integrity, love or maturity.
Their eyes are blinded by coveting and ill thoughts
Through the constant manipulation and false bearings of others
I can be no other than me : strong , resilant and whole
No other shape can I become
Your harsh words and deceitful traps do not make or break me
Your silent thoughts of vengeance do not taint me
False friends and two edged words mean nothing : they puncture but do not scar.
I am surrounded by those who have no interest in the best of me but to bring forth the worse.
Their manipulation and cruel desperation empowers their actions and close knitted plots
Amazed I was but wiser I am
Than to believe that I can trust another
There's no one but me and only me
Every step, every breathe can be made by no other
I have within me the strength to crush the menacing actions of others and turn their dark clouds into light
Men do much to destroy you, they stop at nothing, sinking to the lowest depths.
They know not the meaning of enough, integrity, love or maturity.
Their eyes are blinded by coveting and ill thoughts
Through the constant manipulation and false bearings of others
I can be no other than me : strong , resilant and whole
Equilibrium
It's funny that just the other day my msn sign in name was that of Equilibrium : the belief that an action will cancel another and balance will be achieved.
It is odd because this does not exist with me.
My life does not emanate such a thing.
It's lacking in my mental, physical, emaotional and spiritual aspects.
Before I had the strength of a stallion,
Discipline of a disciple,
Flexibility and endurance of an athlete,
Meekness of a child.
But now...... these have all faded
I am stuck with uncertainty, broken promises, misled intentions, fake friends, restless nights, mocked goals.
My beliefs are shaky, future unknown , priorities hazy.
Balance must be achieved.
My status must be known
Health restored
Spirit revived
Soul nourished.
Now. I need this now.
It is odd because this does not exist with me.
My life does not emanate such a thing.
It's lacking in my mental, physical, emaotional and spiritual aspects.
Before I had the strength of a stallion,
Discipline of a disciple,
Flexibility and endurance of an athlete,
Meekness of a child.
But now...... these have all faded
I am stuck with uncertainty, broken promises, misled intentions, fake friends, restless nights, mocked goals.
My beliefs are shaky, future unknown , priorities hazy.
Balance must be achieved.
My status must be known
Health restored
Spirit revived
Soul nourished.
Now. I need this now.
Sweet, Sweet Freedom
I am free from the demons of my past and the woes of tomorrow
I am free of the mishaps and downfalls
I am free of my high expectancy of self-perfection and strength
I am no longer one of many , but one of few
Free of low scapegoats as to why I'm no longer myself: striving to be the best and never settling.
Those days are over
My skies are no longer cloudy,
Hands no longer chained,
mind and dreams limited
My freedom has been purchased through the power of my determination , focus of will and yearning of excellence , and nothing but.
I am one
I am me.
I am free of the mishaps and downfalls
I am free of my high expectancy of self-perfection and strength
I am no longer one of many , but one of few
Free of low scapegoats as to why I'm no longer myself: striving to be the best and never settling.
Those days are over
My skies are no longer cloudy,
Hands no longer chained,
mind and dreams limited
My freedom has been purchased through the power of my determination , focus of will and yearning of excellence , and nothing but.
I am one
I am me.
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