It's funny that just the other day my msn sign in name was that of Equilibrium : the belief that an action will cancel another and balance will be achieved.
It is odd because this does not exist with me.
My life does not emanate such a thing.
It's lacking in my mental, physical, emaotional and spiritual aspects.
Before I had the strength of a stallion,
Discipline of a disciple,
Flexibility and endurance of an athlete,
Meekness of a child.
But now...... these have all faded
I am stuck with uncertainty, broken promises, misled intentions, fake friends, restless nights, mocked goals.
My beliefs are shaky, future unknown , priorities hazy.
Balance must be achieved.
My status must be known
Health restored
Spirit revived
Soul nourished.
Now. I need this now.
It is odd because this does not exist with me.
My life does not emanate such a thing.
It's lacking in my mental, physical, emaotional and spiritual aspects.
Before I had the strength of a stallion,
Discipline of a disciple,
Flexibility and endurance of an athlete,
Meekness of a child.
But now...... these have all faded
I am stuck with uncertainty, broken promises, misled intentions, fake friends, restless nights, mocked goals.
My beliefs are shaky, future unknown , priorities hazy.
Balance must be achieved.
My status must be known
Health restored
Spirit revived
Soul nourished.
Now. I need this now.
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