Burst.....

Sometimes I feel like I'm going to burst
I'm so consumed with fears, worries, insecurities
I'm so scarred , wounded, deserted
I found the Lord but I have yet to find myself

I want to tell someone all that's in me
to get it out in the air
But who will truly be there for me
And lend me a non-judging ear?

Who'll love me when I'm done
When every t's crossed and dotted i's
Who'll look beyond my troubled past
and scattered mind and cherish what's left behind

Is there something left ?
For that, I do not know
I feel I'll fade away
Be swept into the world of nothingness
My lungs too tight to breathe

Will anyone be my rock today?
tomorrow and forever
Forgive me when I do wrong
And add to my strength to endeavors

Is there anyone out there?
Can anyone hear my plea
Can someone fill this empty gap
And come and rescue me

Am I looking for something that's non existent
Never present in a human being
Can no man give me hope, love and passion
Show me what true love means

Alas, I've found that only Jesus
Can come to my quivering aid
Be my rock & shield through all life's battles
Give me the purpose , I haven't yet seen.