Futile

I want everyone else to be happy because it's all i know
It's all I've been doing
But I can't
To err is human , but to forgive divine
No one's perfect
I can't do it all
I'm not a superhero
But still I try;
And tarry
and endure
I want to stop but it hurts
And hold habits are hard to break
I do as they ask
And as they see.
I was never told it was wrong
Never told I had a voice
A purpose
My life mattered until it was too late and a decade had passed
When someone had given me a hint of value